Child-like

I just watched the video of one my 'pamangkin.' (baby Pol) Who is learning how to walk. He got this toy that guides him to stand and has a wheel that helps him to move forward.

It maybe a common scenario to see a toddler learning how to walk but for me it is a reminder. It gave an impact into my heart.

Silence....

After my blog about me being hurt by my boyfriend, I felt the need of something... something that will help me to bring realizations in my life, then I thought of these, I need a quiet time on my own...

Silent empty room... a perfect place where I know I can find peace. In my sanctuary. How I miss the quietness, it makes me think of everything that is happening in my life. It gave me a chance to feel empty again, emptiness that only God can fill.

Purpose. He has a purpose why it is happening right now. I need to set my priorities for real. It's like Him asking me, where am I in your life now? Am I still your number 1 priority? Or I became the least? I was too focused on what I feel, not knowing that I have hurt my jealous Father again. I myself would like to ask the same question, where is God in my life now? :(

-Ephesians 2:10 states, "For we are God's masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so that we can do the good things He planned for us long ago."

Problems. Have it still not occured to me that I have a bigger God than those problems. Problems are nothing if I have God on my side. I need to choke more on these. Wakey, wakey!! I have God. Nothing is impossible to him :)

-Deuteronomy 31:8 reads, "Do not be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord is the One who goes before you. He will be with you; He will neither fail you nor forsake you."

Love. I guess I need to meditate more on this. He is the only source of love. If you know the sacrifice He made when He gave up His Only Son, that's when you will understand the true meaning of love. Giving without asking anything in return.

-John 3:16 says, 'For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Lesson learned. Focus on what is more important. Ask for the Lord's guidance in every single thing that I will do. Trust Him at all times :)

Psalm 32:8 reads, "The Lord says, I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you."